We don't talk anymore

We don't talk anymore
And you don't even try anymore

All you ever did these days was gaslight me
And you can't see the things I do for you
Or maybe you refuse to
Cause you think it's easier to get what you want if you do so
And when you still don't get what you want
You put the blame on me

I know I give you all you need
But what you want washes away all your soul
And conscience
And kindness
It blinds you

And I feel like I stopped knowing you a few years go
Even though maybe to begin with
I never even know you that well

Have you ever thought to be a better person for me?
Have you ever thought about how someone like you should behave?
Have you ever thought about me - in a way that someone like you is supposed to?

I don’t think I could forgive you
But you don't ask for forgiveness anyway

We're like a cracked vase that somehow still does its job
Hanging our hope to the cheap glue that sticks pieces of us
What we have is prone to break
And it breaks, sometimes
However we always manage to get back together

I don't know what I did in my past lives to deserve crossing paths with you
There are too many “you should have been”s written in my diaries

I know I can't fix people
You, of course ain't an exception
Yet in my head I secretly hope
One day, you would change
And we can have the things we're supposed to have